Library boy

If a girl admits that she likes you, know that it took her every ounce of courage she has... Don't take that  for granted...


I guess you don't wanna know more  about me.. I wrote my phone number, there's no call... Not even a miss call...


I really wanna know many things about you...


Should I wait for your call?

Confessions of an RP girl

Yesterday (Wednesday, 11/12/2013) after FYP presentation I saw the "library" guy in the library. He was alone doing his FYP. He was wearing white shirt. He looked attentive and focus judging the way he stared his laptop. I was 4 tables away from him.

To be quite honest I am attracted to him when I first saw him in the library during my 1st week of my FYP. He was wearing a checked hoodie. He has this mysterious aura. He looks mysterious and full of confidence but then sometimes I noticed he has timid facial expression. Well, it's just my intuition.

I can feel my cheeks burn up everytime I look at him. I still get that butterfly feeling in my stomach when I look at him. I'm not sure why I kept thinking about him, and everything about him just attracts my attention.

So back to the story. Yesterday I wrote a letter to him. It's not that cheesy but it is just too childish. I went to his table and gave it to him. He looked shocked. One of his guy friend looked surprised too. He might think I am an obsessive stalker.

My gaze wavers and focus on his eyes instead. I was too shy and embarrassed to look at him. After giving him the letter, I ran as fast as I could. I was in the library and my shoes make a loud "thump, thump" noise. I didn't look back. I was so embarrassed.  Never in my life I wrote a letter to a guy, telling him he's good looking. Never in my life I wrote a letter to a guy.

I did write my phone number. Sadly, he doesn't call me. He might think I am a crazy, obsessive girl. Truthfully he is a guy who I like the most. His aura attracts me. His action (the way he moves, the way he's doing his work, the way he's talking to his friends) captivate me.

Yesterday, the whole day, all I could think about was being rejected by him. And today my feeling of getting rejected is stronger. I am so sad and disheartened right now.

If You Come Into My Heart

If I go closer, you turn away and run
If I look at you, you only look at the sky
I wonder if you don’t know how I feel
Or you know but you purposely act that way
The time keeps on passing

Even though you pass by me, turn back and pretend not to see me
You are a rainbow that flows like a river in my heart
I would run, I would soar and fly if you come into my heart
Even if I don’t run or chase after butterflies like a child
For a long long time, I would remain by your side
And flow like a river next to you
I would run, I would fly
If you come into my heart

Musollah at Republic Polytechnic (RP)

To those Muslims (facilitators, students, staffs, visitors etc) who wanted to perform their Solat, they could perform it at Republic Polytechnic's official Musollah which is located at block W6.

The Muslimin (men area) is at level 9 whereas for the Muslimah is at level 10.

To get there, take a lift at the w6 and press level 7. After that take a stairs near the toilet area and climb it till level 9 (for the men) and 10 (for the ladies).

Since my classroom is located at W2, I will always take the lift to level 3 and walk pass through the lawn area that is connected to the W6 level 3 building.

To perform Wudhu or ablution, simply you  can do it in any of the school toilets. One of the cubicles there has bidet spray hence it is easy to clean the legs area.

I find that the Musollah is comfortable moreover there's Qiblat direction pasted on the floor. Slippers, sejadah (praying mat), telekung (long cloth to cover the head and body) are provided.